Sunday, February 15, 2009 @ 12:12 AM
again & again
finally i felt the pain.. i duno izzit true anot .. but tru my eyes, i know it very well...
since u explain i will believe.. believe also useless ler... u also wont back to me..
so wat can i do? friend betraying? i duno... nowadays all things around me gone.. couple, friends also the same.. tired of it ler... aihz
Friday, February 13, 2009 @ 9:29 AM
valentine day
爱上你是最快乐的事,却也换来最痛苦的悲,苦涩交错爱的甜美我怎样都学不会...
眼泪都是我的体会 ,成长的滋味......
我会忍住眼泪不让你看见我在改变与孤单的感觉......
你从不曾发现我笑中还有泪...
仔细回味当初那个故事背后原来是我犯下从没承认的错我从来没想过我会这样做
多少不能原谅的错却不能重来过,有时想从新再来一次...但错过就是错过,没得弥补...
我想还是放了算,因为我已经不明白你的想法已经不再看见你眼中的牵挂,那种感觉不再回来....
~想~
真想和你聊一聊天
很想看看你温柔的容颜
努力说服自己你没有变
很想看我们从前的照片
多想和你再接近一点
这一切的想也只能想
并不能成真
`孤单的情人节`
<情人节快乐>
Monday, February 9, 2009 @ 9:10 AM
my lifes~
i think i've got this punishment cause myself..
how sucks am i ..
come out so many problem between family or others..
super down man..
maybe i should start a new life now..
make the change.. change my new look? new style? hahaa
all wrong.. is new attitude.. to my parents.. my family..
about the love relation..
now better donwan think it..
but sometimes ai mei better than real couple la..
even cant get a warm *** from you
but i can see how happy you are tonight..
what u want me to do i will do..
thats good enough to me..
if really can get you back sure very excited la..
must take time lor maybe..
anything la.. i will change myself and also change ur mind to me..
takecare yourself there..
nights
Sunday, February 8, 2009 @ 3:24 AM
out~
i'm totallu out of u two .. totally out..
thats call friends? even a lunch..? all u're great k?
u noe how to make girl happy but i cant.. u're great..
u took it then u happy enough k..?
it call friend? bestfriend before..? what the..
sometimes think to good with u find u out but at last..?
i doesnt hope we become like that but..?
friendship really sucks... i hate it
as you like man... you guys happy enough..
let me be here... i'll be allright..
from now onwards no ones will say u guys..
cause i'm the one out myself...
thanks for being my friend for 6 years..!
i'm glad of it.. really sad about it..
Friday, February 6, 2009 @ 3:27 PM
我的结果
这段感情实在搞到我癫了。。我没能力好好过下去。如果你们觉得这是对的选折那就走下去。这个伤害我会记得但我不会报复因为我依然深爱着她，我会撑。。但只怕我不懂我还能撑到几时。。很酸很痛。。结束和离开可能是最好的决折。不会去责怪你们，只要你们觉得这样是对和没有任何负担那我的离开也该对啦！这次真的心碎了。。既然你会这样对我那足以证明你对她的感觉，对吗？我也不知该怎么面对你们。。我已没什么渴望了，只要求你开心。。。我不再打扰你的一切。。这样做得了好多朋友但却失去了女友与好友。。并不值得。但都已过去，时间不能倒流。付出了一切但却得不到结果的心情很难受。。希望有一天我的付出你能发现和回报。。我并没认输虽然觉得并不值得，但仍然还是坚持。。坚持。。。
@ 9:24 AM
我还想她～很想她
泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我才终于明白办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我不爱我不痛我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
别告诉她我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答
really miss the memory...
i miss the time..
coast to coast~
i need you..
loving you here..
~end~
Sunday, February 1, 2009 @ 5:52 AM
all or nothing
can say i never get the hurts like this before..
and i also never feel it before..
but now i felt it..
it really sucks..
no ones noe about it..
just myself.. i'm the only one know..
this kind of life i pass til sien d..
get betray before d..
even a sorry but the problem also will occur..
isn't it? i believe of punishment..
i believe.. i rather u tell the truth to me..
but not to bluff me again..
the feeling of telling lie is really hurt..
dont u guys think so?
just think it k?
stop hurting me..
but i know love cant contro..
if both of u all like each other then pls tell me la..
i'll trying to accept.. its real..
please dont bluff me again can..?
i get the hurts enuf.. fully enuf..
it cant be possible for me to continue this life..
~heartbroken~