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我恨我自己，恨我自己为何当初这样对你。。对你如此的残酷。现在伤的却是我自己。。那种感觉变了好多好多。不过至今依然能和你一起过快乐的日子我已感到很安慰了。虽然态度和动作不大一样，不过我相信这会回来。哈哈！2008年老婆给‘在下’的生日礼物！不错嘛！我装好了！
Last night she went out with friends.. And thats my friends too! But something happened so i didnt join .. Although i doesnt like she hang out midnight without me but if she happy i will let it go. She promise me after eat then back.. Til now she havent wake. I duno what should i do. Doesn't hope she bluff me.. I still will do my best to you baby. I hope i get the msg that she say she reach home already but at last i didnt get it. So what time she back? I get the msg 8am. Omg! Friend? what mean friend? Friend will like that wan huh? Now its my turn to disappointed! I hope u'll tell me everything everyday ..


搞了一大堆，今天总算有个了结。我不希望任何人再次破坏或中伤我和她之间的感情。如今的我很想珍惜这段爱， 不让你再受伤害。 我不会再因为别人的话而信了他们。 我知道一切我都错了。 至于你，我相信你会了解彼此吵起架的原因吧！而我也知道如今的我根本管不了你了。都是我的错！！ 你已有你的自由，但现今的我并不要。为什么？ 我不懂。 你对我怎样都没关系，最重要的是你心里在想什么一定要让我知道噢！不然就别跟老子在一起！哈哈哈！
what i did? i did something make you angry and sad.. cause of me. what should i do to make u trust me again? I know its impossible d ler. You're hurts. But why u still want me? still love me? I felt u doesnt happy at all when together with me. Maybe i think too much kua or maybe something happened today so only you will feel upset. You look different now. I cant even know what u thinking about anymore. Just hope that whatever anything u will let me know at first. And i know ur feeling to me is getting badly and less. I'm so down now. I dunno what should i do to make u happy again.. I'm bad i'm useless. Make all ppl around me hate me the most. Included my lover. I'm sorry to did that to u all.. I'm sorry to my wife and my best friend. Sorry to make u so suffer my dear. I'M BAD..!
今天跟你去了很远，也陪你吃了你喜爱的食物。哈哈！还陪你去购物。不错嘛！但你也不错哦！陪我去打球呢！蛮开心的。虽然你已变的不像以前那么关心在乎我，没关系啊！我会再努力的！有时候我真的不知所措，但我唯一知道的是我不会在你面前脸黑，因为你会不高兴。我会尽我能力讨好你。不让你伤心难过。这样你就会对我好。 你要什么我都会尽我能力满足你，因为我爱你！｛希望你每天都能开开心心噢｝虽然我们之间有点摩擦，我之前对你酱和带给你那么多麻烦但是如今你还是肯跟我在一起。我真的很开心因为你并不会嫌弃我而且还对我很好。真的很感谢老天爷赐给我一个那么好的老婆！我会很珍惜这段感情的！ 你对我的感觉会回来吗？希望如此。 哈哈！ 到此为止！
老婆，我希望我能够改变你。把你变回已前那样。我无法原谅自己以前的过错，所以现在只有对你好点好让我们能像以前那么快乐。 我并不知道我们能不能回到从前，但我一定会努力！ 我会找回以前你对我的信任。当然希望我以后在你心中是最重要的咯！现在不能没关系。 我会再接再厉！
Can say i never see a friend like this. Although i treat her good before but what she did to me? saw me like didn't. I won't appreciate this friendship for sure. wtf..! although i feel abit hurts, but it will recover soon and i hope i won't meet her again! I choose my couple, she will gives me warm, let me feel happy everyday.. (if didnt argue la hehez) ..
My feels-> aihz.. When i heard that u say why b4 dowan treat u like now ? if like that i treat u now u will very happy last time. But now no feels. Doesnt think so happy again. I'm hurts. But i kno its my fault. Not yours. And i won't blame you also. What i can do now is treat u good, better than before.. I hope the feels will be back soon. I really hope u can forgive what i've did to u before. I'm regret. Before u didn't like this, didn't treat me like this.. Nowadays u need freedom, i will give u .. whatever what u did i also will be there for you.. I really wont blame you babe.. Like to see u smile, ur sweet smile.. hahaa. Today u're good. Accompany me go class and badminton. Damn happy. Thanks babe. I love you!!
I doesn't hope we will become like this man. It feel sucks! haihz. what can i do? hope like last time.. play together & happy. I'm not fake ! She's a best friend i ever met. But now? become like that , no topic. Damn upset here. I say before, wont let her alone .. i know it. I know i cant be continue like that. Think this and think that. I'm sorry. I'm sucks! Hope u understand. We still can like before right? lolz! Remember i wont let u down wan. hehe. Always right here for u. Anything can find me. hahahha.. finish here la. muack!
U d treat me very good i know.. i really hope we've no more quarrel ler. I will make u happy everyday from now onwards. hehez. Hope u know dat i really regret what i've did before.. U treat me not like last time d i know i realize it. And i know its not ur fault and also not others. Is myself make until our love become like that. I really scare to lost u. I dont kno why i will become like that. HAHA. But its good right?
Feel good now.. hope will continue like that laa. You looks so cute. I really feel very happy now. It happened many problems these few days. And i d think lots, think how to get my babe back. I hope we will no more argument anymore. I swear and promise you, i will change! its real! please trust me yo! hehehehe.. I love you lots! muack!
I'm bored here.. Its really unbelievable when she told me that. But nvm, important is she know what she doing. And she happy enough ler. Since she d forgive me. Hahaha.. Although today watch movie she didnt hold my hand. i think is she still cant trust me or what ler. Haihz. I hope time can prove everything. I know i ask too much is my fault ,its just i care her. haha. Babe, i just saw back ur blog. I feel everything had changed. Before u really care me much but i didnt care of it i really regret. Think back everything u wrote in wretch suddenly feel warm and hope be back with u like before. Haha, later can see u again. So happy. I love you deeply.
This time i didnt regret that i came to her hse. We settled our problems together. Hug tightly. Warmly .. From now onwards, i will start my new journey new life with my baby. I promise u i will guai guai, make u fully in love with me. Hahahaha.. The important things is u happy enough mer. Yea. You are my angel ahhaa
You almost leave me now.. Where's our love? I really dont kno where it gone. Maybe is i give u so much pressure until make u mad. I'm sorry. I wont disturb u already. After u make ur final decision only tell me what u want.. You're great.. Just i treat u badly before. We've no topic i knew. I'm sorry. I will leave as soon as possible..
Dont kno why blog become my diary for everyday .. what i feel i also wanna write here. Today didnt go class. then go mcd sit then go irene hse.. Irene let me play those card. Wow..! make me scare diok. But i wanna tell my babe here , in my heart just got u... its real! Actually i got many things wanna write down..but after chat i have nth to write d. Just wanna get a warm hug and get back the feels back between us.. Love u always!
Friend, can be last long and also can be while.. but i wanna concern here is i'm really trying hard to make it last long and forever.. i believe in everything about friends. I believe i swear.. Its doesnt happen anything between us.. Yes we still are! For couple.. Any comment? Yea for sure.. Hope to be happy always la for sure. But if ones comtinue with me were very unhappy, i choose to leave better to make her happy again with smile.. Because without this decision, i've nothing to do anymore.. Just can do it for u dearer.. I'll begin my changes, to choose what i want to.. to respect u from this moment. Omg ! how come i will write so much? I dont kno ler.. hahaz! But for sure i will stand by for u or everyone who need care.. Thats all? Yea
I dunno why i feel like to write blog now... What are my feelings right now? I'm at irene's house now.. What i wanna do? I don't kno. Think to hug her tightly now? No.. but i hope to... but its not all i can contro it... Yes i'm useless. Yes i'm! I was regret what i've done before.. All the things i've done were wrong! I'm so regret about it... Maybe there's nothing and no one i can talk to then i only think to write here all my feelings. lol. How suck i am? i realize. Hope to hold u tight but cant. I really didnt blame anyone included you. That was my fault.. My stupid attitude.. Yes i agree who i am.. lol.. fucking me!!!
sorry for everything i've did it to u... i knew its all my fault , til making u like that .. and treat me cool and cool. i'm such a useless person. i scare, i really scare.. but i know that is my bad attitude make me and you become like that. I believe in you. Its real! Just scare that u dowan me anymore.. now its getting nearer and nearer.. I scare that! I'm fully regret for what i've done .. everything..! I will change.. I will try hard to make you happy in everyday every moment.. Wont make u sad .. I know u sure dont believe me.. But what can i do is just that.. Its many problem happened these few days... Where is our love? I'll try hard to find back. Trust me one more time even i know u hate to hear this. Everytime like this i know u will say it. Don't wanna ever lose u anymore! I wont blame anyone included you cause i knew its all my stupid mistake untill make u mad.. Haihz.. what the hell i am? ?? Hope we will become happy like before... LOVE u always!