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think back our memory .. u change lots.. but still i want u happy.. if u dowan go with me just ignore.. just tell me.. but at first u think urself, u wish to acc friend or me..? to hang out with friend or me..? think about it clearly.. if u choose friend then i think we're nothing to talk about d.. i just wanna get a day or a night from u oso very hard.. but friend wanna get it its easier than me.. lolz.. izzit true? untill now u still dowan break up with me i d very appreciate.. but if u're with me and ur heart thinking other then pls let me noe.. i dowan u tell lie k? i love u.. but if u're not then this relationship are not match and not important anymore.. isn't it? just try to talk with me sometimes.. we long time didnt talk hoho together d ler.. i wish to see ur smile.. and i think u and her time very happy izzit? no pressure at all.. so thats y u choose to with her.. if now i stll give u stress then i leave better.. i'll try to change.. cuz i dowan do the things that will make me regret.. cuz i love u much.. i didnt call u d even u didnt reply me.. i'll do what u like me to do .. love u ..
i dunno what i want now.. i'm too over la.. aihz.. maybe u 're right.. u scold til very correct.. i should believe in you.. just sometimes the action the feel really cant contro.. maybe we seldom date then hang out together kua.. hahaz.. the feel sure will less if a pair of couple seldom go out together.. everytime i ask you out to somewhere sure got reason then make us cant go.. i hate the feel who reject me.. so i think i dowan plan anything better .. cuz i noe sure will get rejected from you this moment.. u noe y i keep wanna hang out with u ? its cuz of i wanna find back our feel.. even just few hours also enuf.. but now? dont u think that we've no more chance to get it..? but i understand what u do to someone now.. so i didnt angry.. hope our feel will get back soon.. i still believe that u still love me .. 8months u noe.. impossible 8months feel gone so fast wad.. hahaz.. hope my dream comes true la .. lolz..
since just now you said till like that.. izzit u wish to quit this with me..? think carefully then give me an answer if u want to.. u look so tired.. i dowan make any trouble to u.. i feel so bad when u scolded me just now.. i'm sorry thats my fault.. i think nonsense.. i noe ur temper very well.. and right now i will not to disturb ur life anymore.. if u wanna try to cool down then pls let me noe ler.. i'll let for sure.. what i hope is get ur happiness all the time.. thats the way what i wish to.. i'm regret what i've bluff u before.. sorry .. tell me what are u thinking in ur heart k? i dowan u keep inside ur heart.. just say it out its better.. cuz i hope to noe whether u're happy anot and ur feeling.. dont scare to hurt me wan.. i'm oki .. really.. and i'll understand it.. if u find out thats really hard toegther with me then just say it.. i noe our love become more less d.. i dunno how to find back between me and you.. but i'll try my best when u're still my wife.. i love you babe..
i can see how u treat me and i can see how u treat her too.. i noe u also feel it right? even i didnt find argue or what u also wont think to go where with me.. today i tot u drop her go colle then i plan to date with you.. but everytime my planning will spoiled.. aihz.. izzit i'm not important to you anymore..? if that is then please tell me let me noe what are u thinking about.. even just wanna get a movie at theater with u also very hard.. u will say no movie to watch.. omg.. with me? if others ask u to go for movie? izzit u'll go? u noe it urself.. i doesnt wanna find argue.. just i think back rite now.. hahaz.. how funny it is.. we two really long time didnt go for a movie.. everytime go also 3ppl.. but i oso didnt chap d.. izzit everytime u use her to 'kek' me d then u'll feel very excited..? if then i'll let u to continue.. dont worry about what i feel .. important is if that can make u more happy then i'll let u to do so to me..
i feel that u really tired with me d.. i think when u saw this blog we already break off this time.. finally can feel u really feel me fan .. keep luan u there.. what i do also wrong.. and u really noneed a ppl stay there and caring u anymore.. u become more mature nowadays.. everything u can settle it urself, i'm proud of it.. i cant get the chance to meet u even i want to.. i can feel it even u didnt say out to me.. can feel that u wanna say break with me.. cuz u cant happy when u're together with me within this 8months.. 8months d, so fast.. but our relationship become so bad .. and ur temper to me so worst i can feel.. i try to give up all about this.. and u can continue ur new life without me.. i said b4, if want continue scold me or treat me like this then we better dont together.. its true.. and we done it .. isn't it? even though u got no feels to me but still there.. i'll be there for u when u need me.. i wont bother anything cuz i really need u.. i dont kno why i become like this.. u've changed my mind.. i wonder how my life goes on this month and these few days.. we're tired! right..? i think u feel so.. so from now onwards i dowan disturb ur life anymore.. what u like u can go do it.. u can nonid care my feeling anymore.. then u'll be very happy.. i'm thinking our sweet memory within this 8 months.. but its gone start from my birthday.. so bad.. i've drop many tears when i writing all blog here.. these are my sad memory.. if i dowan u unhappy, then i think i choose this decision is correct to u & me.. i noe ur temper very well so thats y everytime u scold me then i just keep quite there after that u'll be ok soon.. then we'll very sweet after we argue.. but today i dont think so.. the feel that i can feel touch is just lastnite.. when u said sorry to me & love me.. but its just a moment.. everyday like that i feel so suffer.. i noe i cant tahan anymore.. this is both of us want de ending..?

what u hope to act? u ask her to go then u only come and ask me..? i'm the second wan? summore lastnite got problem here .. wat u wan i can give u. but can u please care my feel? i'm yours k.. lastnite u only say un.. nowadays u help other but not help me.. doesnt think my feel.. then why still wanna together with me..? even i say i dislike this dislike that u also will do it.. u noe how suffer am i? everyday pass the life with tears.. if u wanna keep scold me ,say my fault, dowan care my feels then better dont together with me.. i really tired enuf.. what i do also useless and wont get believe from you.. u noe hows the feel..? lastnite i explain to u very well.. i noe u got ur frens ur freedom. but need so close anot..? need everyday meet everyday hang out? did u feel that this week u and her got the two ppl out more than with me..? even batu ferringgi , pgin, gurney or what.. i didnt angry about that... just i' thinking why other got the chance but i dun hav? when i got the time to be with u then u sure ask me drop u back d go home.. doesnt want i go ur hse acc u at all... i doesnt get then chance at all.. even wanna go ur hse also need to ask can i go up to ur hse..? omg! what the life it is..?


I dunno what my feels now.. When i reach there u seems very unhappy when i at there.. i hope to give u happiness all the time.. But? U treat me different from before its real. u only will smile when u talk with others.. How come i cant get it? Even drop u back just that easy u also dowan let me to do.. i know u d changed.. i can feel u treat me really different.. i think u also realize it. i know u dowan i injury or what.. But actually u noe what my feel? i duno how to say.. if u are me like today then u'll know whats the feeling.. lastnite after my badminton she say she hungry then i plan to buy mc shaker for her.. i go till there then i patah balik.. noe y? hahaz, cuz my wallet left rm5.. wtf! i'm so useless... haihz.. i noe u'll pek if i keep luan think.. so what can i do now is happy when i'm with u and treat u good.. what i thinking i also will write here.. then i'll be ok soon.. thanks ''diaries''...





I can feel ur love to me getting cold and less than before.. izzit my problem or yours? i dunno.. so suffer.. maybe i treat u bad or wat till make u like that.. i'm bad.. make many trouble for u .. just now also make u unhappy.. what the hell am i? izzit we still can back like b4? just cuz of me.. then many problem and trouble occur.. i can feel the way u treat me.. my sense let me know.. maybe cuz of my bad attitude kua... its okay, i will try my best not to make u unhappy.. i will i will..

I'm sorry for making u like that.. Maybe u will feel me fan .. sorry, i will give u freedom .. with ur friends.. Maybe i too hope acc u kua .. sorry la.. but i sometimes very hope we two can hang out .. u dont think we long time didnt two ppl go paktor d..? whatever la.. (当我没说过).. Cause of u i can do anything what u like.. sorry..